there will be times when the Lord will just really test you. times where its hard to love those people surrounding you. times you feel that they’re already pushing you away. you want to surrender, give up & just don’t care anymore. then you’ll realized that God knows you better. He knows how to change you. He’ll give you circumstances on how to change your perspective.
you know deep in your heart that He will always take care of your worries. maybe He just wants to remind you that He always got your back, and He wants you to let Him be in control. to let Him continue His work on your life. :)